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So hi I'm new here. Atm I'm living with my parents, i finished school last year and felt too anxious to go to college.. it's been almost six months and I haven't done anything with my life, I've finished school and I don't have anything to show for it. I don't have anyone to talk to about this stuff so I'm usually up all night worrying about the future. The last few days have been torture and tonight has been one of the worst in my life. I honestly think that i'm going insane and that terrifies me. I keep worrying about things I usually wouldn't care about? Like for example; the last few days I've been freaking out about global issues and convincing myself that a big change is coming or that the world would end/ I've also become very forgetful. I've also been very suicidal lately and i don't want to start with meds.. I just want to be able to sleep at night, to be able to go out for a few drinks and not worry about stupid things. I hate how I feel. I don't want to accept that this is my fate, i have no idea what i even want as a future, i just don't want to be scared so much by everything. I feel so trapped, I don't know much about any remedies besides medication so i'd really love tips to help me get out of this rut.