It's been a rough second semester and I'm feeling the pressure. I'm writing to relieve the tension in my body.
I'm starting to have rush of thoughts again. To be fair, I've been consuming an average of one and a half cup of coffee a day. What can I say? It's exam time again.
The rush of thoughts contain the same old. Irrational fears, intrusive images, and unpleasant feelings.
Now, I am afraid of somehow developing schizophrenia, I am worried about failing my exam for the third time, and I'm afraid that people will misjudge me for my mental illness.
E rush of thoughts is making it difficult to study. I think I should abandon the coffee.